my new motto in life is to always flirt with the hottest person in the building because really why settle for second class when you can fly first

So I’m 19 in about 15 days and my life literally at this very moment could not get any better.

you don’t know tender until someone has kissed you on the forehead to say goodbye.

Made a new blog because I cannot deal with not being able to write certain things or express myself because of who might be reading or watching what I’m saying.

you.

not you,
but you

You

It is hard,
To hold back
Patience is unknown to me
But what is worth having does not come easy
I feel I am changing,
Becoming wiser
Only time will tell what will bloom this winter.

You

you exsist,
mysterious yet understandable
guarded, raw
your eyes are pools
I won’t even notice when I’m wrinkled

sending selfies to my parents on their anniversary to remind them i am the cutest child they gave birth too.

Three things

1. Mixed signals give me major anxiety
2. I met the coolest kids tonight
3. Cancelled plans that are not rescheduled also give me anxiety

am I the only person who isn’t phased by Beyoncé?

I am so glad you exist I am so glad you exist I am so glad you exist I am so glad you exist I am so glad you exist I am so glad you exist I am so glad you exist I am so glad you exist I am so glad you exist

fire in my heart; I can look right in your eyes.

you cannot even understand the nerves flowing through my veins; I won’t set my heart on it until I get a 300% positive

I’m so excited for the beach on Wednesday. It feels so much better to just live and not care about uni deadlines or have to stay up late trying to please tutors; I am in the process of loving myself don’t interrupt me.

I cannot explain the thoughts in my head; the pain that is passing is nothing compared to the joy that is to come